Alone in the Woods

water
It is all about pushing boundaries. Facing fears and overcoming them. I knew that when I got involved with Him. I just didn’t think this was going to be one of them. It terrifies me so much that it has always been on my hard limits list. So why the fuck was I here? Why was I standing here, the rushing water of the creek inches from my sandaled toes? As I watched the water rush over the rocks and felt the cool breeze blowing over my skin, I remembered standing here with Him on his last visit. Had it really only been four days ago?

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Fuck their definitions…

sexuality

When we are growing up, the world we live in dictates to us what kind of sexuality is acceptable and what is not. The media, the government, the educational system, the church are all determined to tell you what version of your personal sexuality is ok and what turn ons are acceptable. Sexuality is not open for discussion or discovery and certainly not available to be determined or defined by the one living with it and anything outside of the accepted norm of turn ons is something to feel ashamed of, to feel guilty for experiencing…. something we are taught that is not normal, not acceptable and not allowed. Continue reading

So Fucking Hot….

low key

Last night we had an unexpected night without kids and our pretty little kitten was spending the weekend with us. woohooo.

Impromptu plans to visit the dungeon were made, dinner served, kids delivered to their friends’ house and I was on the floor in front of our full length mirror curling my hair, getting all prettied up to go play. Continue reading