Alone in the Woods

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It is all about pushing boundaries. Facing fears and overcoming them. I knew that when I got involved with Him. I just didn’t think this was going to be one of them. It terrifies me so much that it has always been on my hard limits list. So why the fuck was I here? Why was I standing here, the rushing water of the creek inches from my sandaled toes? As I watched the water rush over the rocks and felt the cool breeze blowing over my skin, I remembered standing here with Him on his last visit. Had it really only been four days ago?

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Poly Diversity

I read a post on fet today about the time given to poly partners not needing to be fair or equal. You can read it here https://fetlife.com/users/1065014/posts/2191958

The post is an excellent read and got me to thinking about that very thing in poly. As a fairly new poly person (well, not exactly new. I’ve always been poly, I just didn’t know it was a thing), I hear a lot about how all the partners in a poly relationship should be equal or should have equal access to each other. This has always seemed a bit exhausting to me. Full time relationships are very demanding, even good ones. So, to believe that every person you may involve yourself with will need that amount of attention is quite daunting. Continue reading

Switchy Switchy

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It is ever evolving, isn’t it? This journey of discovery that we are on. There was a bit of evolution just last night.

Let me tell you a little about it…

So for a while now, several of my friends have said that they believed I might be more a switch than I like to think I am. Continue reading

Booby Bondage Icky Pic

It’s the first month of the new year. The holidays have passed. Life is much less stressful than it has been in years. The gym membership is paid. The gym calendar is on the fridge with the classes I actually like circled. Starting next week I should be able to go to the weight loss doc and get back on the shots that were working so well in Texas.

Seems like a prime time to get my ass in gear and shape up some. Continue reading

My Mid-Life Crisis: Only sort of Submissive

midlife1I posted a status update earlier that said I thought I might be going through a mid life identity crisis. This has been on my mind all day. It came up through the course of a conversation Daddy and I had last night about where we are, who we are in relation to each other and where we belong in the lifestyle.

At one time I would have said I was a submissive who could sometimes be a brat and a baby pain slut. After spending the last three years exploring the lifestyle in real life with Daddy, with our local kink families and online I think that definition of who I am in the lifestyle is not entirely accurate or perhaps has changed. Continue reading

So Fucking Hot….

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Last night we had an unexpected night without kids and our pretty little kitten was spending the weekend with us. woohooo.

Impromptu plans to visit the dungeon were made, dinner served, kids delivered to their friends’ house and I was on the floor in front of our full length mirror curling my hair, getting all prettied up to go play. Continue reading