Finally, It Makes Sense

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We have recently entered into our first real poly relationship. Within a few weeks we had brought her completely into our lives and our home. The experience over the past couple of months has been a very interesting insight into ourselves, what we want from poly and who we are to each other.

Today she posted a writing about being our third and some of the words she wrote caused a few things to click in my head.  Continue reading

My Happy Place

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As I sat at the dungeon (INCOGNITO) on Saturday night watching Daddy play, I found myself letting my mind clear and just listening… just watching.

I heard laughter. I heard the kiss of a whip against bare skin and the thwack of a paddle against a lovely bottom. I heard the group next to us struggle with each other during a resistance play scene that was DELIGHTFUL to witness. So much hotness watching that pretty girl give those two big o’ boys a real struggle to contain her. The best part? When I could tell that they finally won and she was still. Continue reading

Booby Bondage Icky Pic

It’s the first month of the new year. The holidays have passed. Life is much less stressful than it has been in years. The gym membership is paid. The gym calendar is on the fridge with the classes I actually like circled. Starting next week I should be able to go to the weight loss doc and get back on the shots that were working so well in Texas.

Seems like a prime time to get my ass in gear and shape up some. Continue reading

My Mid-Life Crisis: Only sort of Submissive

midlife1I posted a status update earlier that said I thought I might be going through a mid life identity crisis. This has been on my mind all day. It came up through the course of a conversation Daddy and I had last night about where we are, who we are in relation to each other and where we belong in the lifestyle.

At one time I would have said I was a submissive who could sometimes be a brat and a baby pain slut. After spending the last three years exploring the lifestyle in real life with Daddy, with our local kink families and online I think that definition of who I am in the lifestyle is not entirely accurate or perhaps has changed. Continue reading

So Fucking Hot….

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Last night we had an unexpected night without kids and our pretty little kitten was spending the weekend with us. woohooo.

Impromptu plans to visit the dungeon were made, dinner served, kids delivered to their friends’ house and I was on the floor in front of our full length mirror curling my hair, getting all prettied up to go play. Continue reading